Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Well, it's here

This day came so fast.

My SIL had her baby at 1 pm via c-section. I still don't get why her doctor was so insistent on doing a c-section at 38 weeks for the baby's supposed huge size, especially since the baby, who they estimated was already 8 lbs a week and a half ago, was born weighing only 8 lbs 1 oz. Whoops.

Anyway, it was a girl. They named her Emma.

I feel...flat.

9 Comments:

At Wednesday, March 15, 2006 5:05:00 PM, Blogger Treggles said...

NK,

Your family's focus will inevitably be on Emma today, and I can see why you feel 'flat'. But Joseph is not forgotten; he now has a new cousin.

I do hope you are, at some level at least, able to celebrate with your brother and SIL. But know that we care however you're feeling.

 
At Wednesday, March 15, 2006 6:11:00 PM, Blogger sillyhummingbird said...

I wish I had something supportive and uplifting to say. I feel your "flatness" and hope it's temporary. You can't make yourself feel something you don't--don't feel guilty about your emotions--although it's so much easier said than done. I hope the weekend is bearable for you. Good thoughts go with you.

 
At Thursday, March 16, 2006 7:56:00 AM, Blogger Sarah said...

My friend's daughter born on the 14th was also named Emma... and i'm feeling rather flat also.

 
At Thursday, March 16, 2006 5:18:00 PM, Blogger Kate said...

Flat... is better than devastated. I think flat is good considering the circumstances.

 
At Friday, March 17, 2006 1:58:00 AM, Blogger Mrs.X said...

I wish there was a way to make this better. More, I wish your family could understand.
I'll be thinking of you this weekend and hoping you get through it without feeling worse then flat.

 
At Friday, March 17, 2006 7:40:00 PM, Blogger msfitzita said...

((((HUGS))))

 
At Saturday, March 18, 2006 12:09:00 AM, Blogger lauralu said...

that you can feel anything at all is a major accomplishment. take heart!

 
At Saturday, March 18, 2006 10:13:00 AM, Blogger cat said...

Will be thinking of you and sending you love and support while you make the visit. May it be short and perhaps just a bit sweet along with the bitter.

*hugs*

 
At Monday, March 20, 2006 1:01:00 PM, Blogger Josefina said...

What to say....at least it's over, I mean there's no more of that anxiety, and all that.
So as to confort yourself, think at least it can't get any worse. Now you can focus on Pad and her arrival.
Anyway, congratulations for being that brave and had been able to pass that difficult task.
Best wishes!!

 

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